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halo.. Finally i feel like bloging... hee... hmm let my update a bit of my life ya... hee the life of clarie??hee.. tat me... k k let stop the crap... i start school de... yeah... super happy wei tat i can finally go school wakakaka... i started school for a week de ... hmm i find my school good.. compare to secondary this is way better... but study way also difference wei totally difference not like secondary.. not much new fren la coz they are more to working adult kind but they are ok la... hee nice ppl la... so it ok la coz im there to study hmm did i say study??? really la don wanna play wit life anymore wei... hee... tat about my school life... k back to me i mean more to about me la k... last week i when out my tch lay see family coz to celebrate her birthday hmm i better not say how old is she la ok.. hee.. when to a hotel and eat dinner... nice buffet dinner... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TCH LAY SEE... hee... tat was yesterday ya... k k.. after tat dinner alot of thing come in my head about my study my mother attitude her word to ward me and someone close to me her attitude and my mother the same they both got mood swing... suddenly can be super good to me some time there attitude can be super bad... cannot take it wei... ont mother attitude de like this then plus you... i have to bear all tat thought you can nicer to me like you mean it you say your a change ppl... i don see the change at all wat i get is the same old you same attitude... you noe wat i mean la how you treat me all tat la... i also dunno wat kind of relationship are we in now also... hai... one is more then enought but i got two gal tat is like this... cant you all just care more about me and understand me... mummy don show her love to me forget it i don care weather she wanna love me or not... but you should be the one loving me care for me... do you.. see how you treat me... say me like nobody busniess... say me can you don act like a kid not grow up la.... they say don waste our time can... wat if im the wan saying all tat to you... think la... hai... if my heart is made out at metal nvm say all you wan... but im not k... mummy de like tat if your like tat then i think im better of alone.. least one ppl to break my heart... AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really dunno la... fed up wit all this wei... anyone of you all noe not?? nobody rite... FAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat i got is my fren... where is my somebody??? hai... how many time more will i be like this?? hai... i reliese when i blog is when i feel fed up inside... sry... till then.... ciaoz